The Absolute Beings Obsessed with My Defeat Addiction

CH 60



“Hmm, this is nice.”

I said while looking at the newly created illusion.

Without the help of the divine, just using the magic circle influenced by Meiko’s advice had drastically increased the efficiency of the magic circle.

The heat generation had significantly decreased compared to the calculation speed.

‘That doesn’t mean the calculation speed and efficiency have dropped.’

The overall output had decreased slightly, but that wasn’t a problem.

The fact that the output was stable like this meant that I could add new spells and runes in the future.

To put it simply, it was like the size of the backpack I carried around had increased, and I had also managed to apply lightweight magic.

The previous backpack had limitations in size and capacity, so if I loaded more than a certain amount, it was inevitable that the load would spill out.

What would happen if I put a load with a high mass-to-volume ratio inside to prevent such a phenomenon?

Naturally, the weight of the backpack would increase, and it could become impossible to carry.

‘If it gets bad, the backpack could tear.’

However, not only had the weight and durability been compensated to allow for more volume to be contained at the same weight, but the volume itself had also increased.

‘If I put in the same load as before, there would be extra space, and I could utilize that space anew.’

This meant that even without the divine assistance, I could reduce mana consumption or increase the range of the illusion.

‘It means I can add elements that consume a lot of resources.’

Drip, drip.

In the room, I watched the aquarium where water was falling in real-time.

There were six fish swimming around in the aquarium.

Moreover, I could now turn on the TV, which had previously just been a visual element occupying space.

– Hello. This is Good Morning News.

As I turned on the TV, the voice of a composed anchor followed.

When I opened the window, sunlight bathed my body, and a breeze blew in.

I could hear the chirping of birds, as well as the small conversations of people walking outside.

“So, these days, the school principal is so annoying, right?”

“Isn’t today the day for homework checks?”

“Did I finish the assignment…?”

“Ah, yes. I’m on my way, sir.”

I opened the window to see them.

Normally, at a distance of over 100 meters, the other party should appear blurry.

However, now everything was clear, no matter where I looked down the alley.

The car turning down the alley in the distance had its headlights shining brightly.

It was a long-awaited view of my hometown.

Of course, this building was based on Japanese AV, but all the roads and people visible through the window were spaces created based on my memories, not Japan.

It meant my hometown, which I could not return to.

The neighborhood where I lived before I was possessed.

‘Nice.’

Just looking at it made my heart race.

I took a deep breath, feeling something swell inside me.

“So this is how it works…”

I had created this video out of lust and desire, and for the sake of a daughter figure, but it was also entirely possible to reminisce about a hometown I could not return to.

Of course, it was a scene I could never show to others.

Just being able to see a space where I could reminisce about the past was enough.

‘This is more than enough.’

The existence of all the delicate elements one by one was a part that consumed mana and resources, something I had never dared to think about.

Even if I added such elements, it would not only prevent mana consumption but also help avoid sudden bouncing phenomena.

‘If this happens, I could make the liveliness even stronger.’

If the details of the illusion were enhanced like this, the illusions I would see in the future would feel several times more realistic.

‘Those with heightened senses, like elves or dwarves, or even those with keen eyesight like birdfolk, could be deceived enough.’

It was while I was appreciating the illusion that I heard.

“Max, are you okay?”

Nanako asked from behind me.

She approached me, swaying her hips.

With an enchanting smile and a sweet scent, she had already pressed herself against me, her large breasts resting on my back.

It was a natural skinship.

Her soft breasts settled on my back like cotton candy, and the breath of Nanako, wrapping around my shoulders, felt hotter and more moist than ever.

It was the most real and dramatic sensation I had ever felt in any illusion.

If I focused on this moment, I would think it was real.

‘No, this is real.’

It was as real as it could get.

But why was it like this?

‘My heart isn’t racing?’

This was the ultimate daughter figure that should make my heart race.

I had reproduced the best daughter figure with my best skills.

I had certainly created it with a clarity greater than ever before.

Using the artificial sensations I had experienced until now, I had twisted it to feel real, and through the enhanced magic circle, I transmitted sensations that felt even more real than reality, based on the sensations I had felt while serving various guests.

Yet, the unique tremor I felt when I first saw this video was absent.

Of course, my heart was racing now, and my lower body was stirring with this sensation, but it was different.

The absence of that tremor was significant.

To gain deep emotion, that tremor was necessary, not just for momentary pleasure.

‘Is it too real?’

No.

If it were too real to feel the tremor, then when I first saw the scenery of the alley and recalled my hometown, my heart wouldn’t have raced.

That wasn’t the problem.

Or had my feelings for Nanako faded?

She was the ultimate daughter figure I had thought of, in a way, my first love in adult videos.

I felt that my love for her might have withered.

Of course, that could be a reason, but it wasn’t the fundamental cause.

I knew the answer.

‘It’s because I know this isn’t real.’

I already knew this video was fake, and because of that, it lacked the emotional depth that reality could provide.

The scenery of my hometown wasn’t real, but what about Nanako?

The scenery of my hometown was distant.

‘There’s no need to recognize that distant scenes and landscapes are fake.’

That’s when it becomes a problem.

There is definitely a difference when something is felt to be close versus something that is far away.

‘But Nanako…’

“Max, why are you so quiet? You seem really tired today.”

Since we were talking and skin-to-skin, it wouldn’t just give a feeling of realism.

The guests, I had mixed reality and illusion while matching my breath with them and touching the real bodies of the girls, but this was 100% an illusion.

A strange emptiness existed.

It felt like the aftershock of a solo session.

Suddenly, I realized that in the videos of the guests, my face was somewhat reflected in their imaginations.

‘So that’s why. My face was projected in the appearances of other guests.’

Perhaps the guests’ subconscious wanted sensations that felt real, so their subconscious seemed to have brainwashed them to some extent.

On top of that.

‘What touches my back is the sensation of Yuris’s breasts, and the fingers wrapping around my body are Helen’s, and the scent that spreads faintly is Eileen’s.’

The sensations that the illusionary Nanako showed were all filled with those of my guests.

As I felt it, there were times I suddenly realized that this wasn’t Nanako.

Because it was too similar to Yuris.

Because it was too similar to Helen.

Because it was too similar to Eileen.

My subconscious was distinguishing Nanako as ‘fake.’

“This is troublesome.”

“Max, what do you mean by that?”

It was a problem that arose because I created it based on real experiences, and it was a problem that arose because I made it too realistically without an actual model.

‘This part needs some degree of mitigation.’

If the sensations were too sensitive, and this level of realism made it impossible to distinguish between reality and illusion, then it didn’t seem necessary to raise it this high.

For example, like elves or dragons, or dwarves, things that transcended human senses.

Thinking that, I shook off Nanako’s hand that was holding my body.

“Max, what’s wrong? You seem different today.”

“I’ll stop here for today.”

“Huh? What do you mean…?”

I cut off the video of the flustered Nanako.

Then, the illusion ended, and I returned to reality.

It was a shop that smelled familiar.

Looking at the magic circle that was gradually losing its light, I sighed.

“I’m still far from using perfect illusion magic.”

I thought I had gotten closer to perfection by compensating for weaknesses, but problems arose in places I hadn’t considered.

It was a problem that arose because it was too realistic without a substitute model.

Since it was a problem I had never experienced before, it would take quite a while to figure it out.

“Still, I should be satisfied since I can enhance the liveliness even more.”

If I controlled it directly and adjusted the intensity and density, there wouldn’t be any problems.

In any case, it was true that the magic circle I repaired this time had become a more advanced version.

“How well a good tool is used depends on the user’s capability.”

I stopped the operation of the magic circle and took a shower to wash off the sweat I had shed while activating the magic circle.

Swoosh.

As I washed my body with hot water, the worries I had felt somewhat faded away.

“Still, it feels a bit better after washing.”

It was at that moment when I let out a sigh of relief.

Knock, knock, knock.

I heard someone knocking on the door.

“Hmm? A guest at this hour?”

It was a bit late for a guest to come, wasn’t it?

Since I had covered all the windows, I didn’t know how dark it was outside, but it was definitely past 8 o’clock.

It wasn’t the time for guests to come.

“Could it be the postman?”

Wearing only a gown to cover my lower body, I tilted my head and opened the door.

And there stood.

“Oh, nice to see you. I just stopped by on my way. I was originally going to visit today, but I had urgent business.”

It was the goddess of victory, Yuris.

“So you came at this hour?”

“That’s not it…”

She stammered, looking at me in my gown, her eyes widening in surprise.

“Uh, uh?”

Seeing my bare upper body, her face turned bright red, and she couldn’t say a word, flustered and stuttering.

“W-why are you…?”

“Because I was washing up. It’s late, isn’t it? I should start getting ready for bed.”

If I read through the analysis materials on illusion magic and the magic circle from now on, it would easily be past 11 o’clock.

So I had washed up a bit earlier, but I never imagined a visitor would come at this hour.

Especially Yuris.

At that moment.

“How dare you, a lowly being, appear in such a disgraceful state! You perverted bastard!”

A strange voice came from beside Yuris, and I looked over to see a beautiful woman with platinum hair standing there.

With pointed ears, she was clearly not an ordinary human…

“……An elf?”

Just as the elf glared at me, ready to unleash magic at any moment.

“Calm down, Reyna. You said you wanted to quietly follow me and see the human world, right?”

“Even so…”

She was unable to move or speak due to Yuris’s words stopping her.


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