Sunshine Shower

Moon Seoyoon sat awkwardly on the bed. Woo Yeonjae casually placed something on the side table and spoke lightly.“Seoyoon.”“…Yeah.”His throat felt rough.“I think I should ask you this beforehand.”“Ask what?”“Do you want me to give it to you? Or should I push it in?”Those pretty lips parted, and crude words spilled out. Confronted with these raw words, Moon Seoyoon dumbly asked again.“…What?”“If you want me to give it to you, I’ll give it to you, and if you want me to push it in, I’ll push it in.”“No…”“You should do what you want, Seoyoon.”Moon Seoyoon looked up at Woo Yeonjae with his mouth slightly open, having not thought deeply about this issue when he decided to have sex. Woo Yeonjae’s eyes were staring down at him intently, revealing no clue as to what he was thinking.Of course, he had sexual desires too. He had imagined being intimate with Woo Yeonjae, but not in such specific terms.‘The person receiving it must be in pain.’He hadn’t looked up any videos, but he had a general idea of how men had sex. It wasn’t an organ made for sex, so it would surely hurt. He didn’t want to hurt his friend who had even offered to be the one to take it.Clutching the sheets, Moon Seoyoon slowly forced out his voice.“Push… it in.”Hearing a word he wasn’t accustomed to, no suitable alternative came to mind. Woo Yeonjae, who had been gazing down at him, twisted his lips into a smile. The sound of his breath escaping in a faint laugh seemed slightly bitter.“Alright. I’ll push it in.”Woo Yeonjae picked up the small box he had tossed onto the table. What is that? As if reading the question that briefly flashed across his face, Woo Yeonjae shrugged, bringing his knee up beside his thigh.“Kim Hyunseung stuffed this into my coat as a mean prank when he was drunk…”“…”“Convenience store condoms wouldn’t fit, but this seems about right.”Only then did Moon Seoyoon realize that the box Woo Yeonjae had picked up was a box of condoms. Upon closer inspection, there were foreign words written on it.“Good thing. At least I can use something that fits to push into you, Seoyoon.”Once again, the fingers holding the condom pressed against his lips. The way Woo Yeonjae leaned over, with his knee on the bed, made it seem like he was about to kiss him, so Moon Seoyoon subtly pushed against Woo Yeonjae’s chest.“Let’s… not kiss.”It was ironic to reject a kiss after coming to the bedroom to have sex, but kissing would make him desire too much.It wasn’t that he placed great significance on a kiss. He was just scared that it might feel too much like a romantic relationship. Even if he mixed bodies with Woo Yeonjae, he wanted to maintain at least some boundary.“Why?”“Just… save kissing for someone you love.”He didn’t want to burden Woo Yeonjae with the weight of a kiss. Sex could be an act of charity, but a kiss could not.“Well… alright.”Moon Seoyoon glanced at Woo Yeonjae’s expression before fully climbing onto the bed. He couldn’t bring himself to meet Woo Yeonjae’s eyes, so he only managed to sneak a glance at his lips.After hesitating for a moment, he lay down on his stomach. The thought crossed his mind that it might be better not to see Woo Yeonjae’s face while doing this. Although he had boldly agreed, he couldn’t bear to look Woo Yeonjae in the eye while being intimate. More importantly, he thought this position might be more comfortable for Woo Yeonjae. After all, as a man, seeing another man’s genitalia might be off-putting.“…”Watching him intently, Woo Yeonjae let out a thin smile and threw off his T-shirt. The way Moon Seoyoon climbed onto the bed and lay down seemed so natural that it grated on his nerves. Without hesitation, he reached out toward Seoyoon’s pale side as he asked,“Seoyoon. You want to do it like this?”The white T-shirt Seoyoon was wearing, likely his own, hung loosely on him. With his gaze fixed on the exposed lower back due to the prone position, Woo Yeonjae asked persistently. As he deliberately stroked Seoyoon’s side, making him flinch, Seoyoon nodded slightly.“Alright.”If he wanted it pushed in, there was no reason not to.By venting his sexual frustration through him, the silly feelings he had for a worthless guy would soon disappear. Woo Yeonjae absentmindedly played with the soft white skin as he slightly tilted his head.He’s lost weight, after all. His waist was too thin for a man. As he stared at the narrow waist, slim enough to grasp easily with one hand, his gaze drifted upward. The pronounced vertebrae, visible because his head was bowed, came into view. If he were to grab his neck, only the veins bulging from his own hand would be visible.Lost in thought as he stared at Seoyoon’s neck for a long time, he slowly lowered his gaze. His black pupils gradually moved downward. The slender neck, waist, and ankles all seemed to fit perfectly in one hand.As Woo Yeonjae meticulously gauged his size, a faint frown creased his brow. Imagining holding Seoyoon completely in his hands was satisfying, but at the same time, he couldn’t shake the feeling that it might be dangerous.Not for him, but for Seoyoon.Woo Yeonjae shifted his gaze again to suppress the urge to grab his neck with one hand. As Seoyoon hunched his shoulders, the T-shirt slid forward slightly, revealing his white skin and the smooth line of his back.Another guy must have seen this too. The thought crept up unconsciously, and it instantly soured his mood. His sharp teeth gently bit down on the tip of his tongue. He removed his hand from Moon Seoyoon’s waist, which flinched each time he touched it, and reached for the training pants.The large clothing, which was loose enough on Moon Seoyoon, was easily pulled off. His pale thighs trembled slightly, not expecting his clothes to be removed so suddenly. Woo Yeonjae observed the scene without blinking, slowly lifting his eyelids. Whether due to tension or anticipation, Moon Seoyoon’s white thighs, in stark contrast to his black underwear, were visibly taut with muscle.“…”Without any hesitation, Woo Yeonjae pulled down the underwear as well. The black underwear fell onto the gray training pants that were crumpled on the sheets. He lowered his eyelids and opened the condom box.In truth, Woo Yeonjae wasn’t particularly interested in the act of sex. Being a healthy man, he did experience morning erections, but he didn’t place much importance on sexual matters. Even when he masturbated, he didn’t bother to look up dirty videos like porn.Still, he had a rough idea of how sex between men worked.“There’s no lube, so I’ll have to use lotion.”“…It’s fine. Just do it.”Should I use a condom when preparing him too? Considering cleanliness, that would be the best option, but to find the spot that would make Moon Seoyoon feel it properly, it seemed better to avoid even the thin barrier. Woo Yeonjae grasped the inside of his buttocks with his thumbs and the outside with the rest of his fingers, then spread them open to either side.As the flesh stretched, following the direction of the pull, a small opening became visible. His skin was so pale that even the light pink pigmentation stood out. Woo Yeonjae pressed his thumb a little harder as he gauged the size difference between his penis and the opening. Realistically, it seemed impossible no matter how much he stretched it.Well, if it goes in, it goes in. Skillfully opening the lotion cap with one hand, he generously poured the liquid over the narrow-looking hole.“Ugh.”“Is it cold?”Moon Seoyoon moved his butt forward, almost as if trying to escape. Only then did his flushed skin become visible.“No, just… go ahead.”Even getting a finger in seemed difficult. Woo Yeonjae furrowed his brow slightly and brushed his finger over the hole. Thankfully, he kept his nails clean and neatly trimmed. He focused on rubbing the lotion around the tight wrinkles, then applied pressure with his fingertip. Thanks to the slippery texture, the insertion was easier than expected.“…Hng.”“Does it hurt?”“N-no.”A sideways glance revealed Moon Seoyoon shaking his head. Woo Yeonjae brought his cool gaze back down. The moist and hot inner walls clamped down on his finger as if squeezing it. It was an unfamiliar sensation he had never experienced before.He exhaled slowly, pressing against the inner walls that clung tightly as if to push them away. He could feel the buttocks he held in his left hand twitch with each press.This feels strange. Enjoying the tightness that pressed against his knuckles, Woo Yeonjae inserted another finger. It was excessively tight, but it was definitely easier to widen the inside with two fingers than with just one.“Ugh, nnngh.”“Tell me if it hurts.”“It doesn’t… hurt…”With a whimpering moan mixed in, it was hard to assess Moon Seoyoon’s condition as quickly as usual. Woo Yeonjae gave him an evaluating look, though his face was out of view, and as soon as the reply came, he rotated his wrist about half a turn. As he slowly moved his fingers in and out like a piston, then spread them apart as if scissoring, the inner walls, which had been clinging tightly, seemed to loosen a little.“Hngh.”He let his fingers stay hooked in just slightly and then exerted force to stretch the opening as much as possible. It didn’t take long for another finger to slide into the now somewhat widened gap.“Ah, nngh.”“If I’m going to put my dick in, you’ll need to take one more.”“It’s… fine… ugh.”Do I need more lube? Woo Yeonjae let go of the buttock he was holding and poured out a bit more lotion. The hole, now swallowing all three of his fingers, let some of the lotion spill out as it couldn’t all be absorbed, forming a small pool in his palm.