LGHTNOVELBOOK Chapter 1146 - 1146: Love and be loved, I only want you
Chapter 1146: Love and be loved, I only want you
The more careful Serena was, the more complicated Ya Quan’s mood became.
“Serena, love shouldn’t compromise like this.”
Ya Quan’s eyes were deep and serious as he looked at Serena. His heart was very complicated.
He remembered the first time he met Serena. She was full of confidence, and her entire body was filled with arrogance.
She had lived such a youthful and radiant life.
The gloominess that lingered on her face at this moment had never appeared on her back then.
“..”
When Ya Quan said that she was wronged, Serena immediately felt so wronged that she wanted to cry.
“No, I only want you.”
But at the same time, Serena forced herself to endure it.
As long as she could be with Ya Quan, no matter how hard it was, she was willing. She was not afraid.
Ya Quan did not feel good seeing Serena like this.
“It’s not like that.” Ya Quan shook his head.” A good love will make people happy and motivated. It will make people more confident and beautiful.”
Compared to the current Serena, the previous Serena was clearly much more dazzling.
“If I can get you and you’re willing to be with me, I’ll naturally be in a good mood.”
Serena also shook her head. It was not good to not know her love for Ya Quan.
“But Serena, the more you put yourself down to agree with me, the more I feel that I’m not your good man.”
Seeing Serena’s withered and listless appearance, Ya Quan’s heart ached. His heart ached that she should not be like this.
Perhaps he should have been more decisive when he first heard that she liked him. He should not have allowed her to pursue him.
However, at that time, although he did not fall in love with Serena at first sight, he thought that the two of them might really be suitable for each other.
After all, not all love was love at first sight.
After spending some time together, he had decided that it was not suitable for him to get along with her, so it was better to make things clear.
“You’re not willing to accept me to try, so how do I know you’re not my lover?”
The corners of Serena’s lips were almost pursed into a straight line.
She was really on the verge of crying because of Ya Quan.
“If you still don’t get it after trying, it’ll hurt you even more.”
Ya Quan advised Serena earnestly.
This was also the reason why he had never dared to accept Serena.
“I’m not afraid!”
Serena still shook her head stubbornly, tears already flashing in the corners of her eyes.
“But I’m afraid!”
Ya Quan replied even more insistently.
“..”
Serena was stunned. Her eyes were blurred by tears, but she could not see Ya Quan’s eyes clearly.
Ya Quan was afraid?
Was he afraid of hurting her?
“I don’t want to go into a relationship that even I don’t think highly of.”
Whether he was heartless or selfish, Ya Quan had his own persistence.
The world was already so cruel. Love was the only sacred place left in his heart. He did not want to tarnish it.
Since he wanted to be in a relationship, he should find someone he liked. He wanted to love, not be loved.
“..”
Serena instantly understood what Ya Quan meant.
He wanted to find love on his own and not force himself to accept love from others.
It was said that whoever fell in love first was the loser.
So, had she lost completely?
“I’ll get you a glass of water.”
Ya Quan couldn’t bear to look at the tears of Serena, so he stood up.
“No need, I can pour it myself!”
Serena wanted to leave some dignity for herself. She got up faster than Ya Quan and ran out quickly.
When Serena covered her mouth with tears and rushed into the pantry in one breath, she saw that there was someone in the pantry. She suddenly froze.