Chapter 230: PROMISE ME
Li Hua closed her eyes, searching the newly accessible regions of her consciousness. "Fragments," she admitted. "Pieces without context. I remember gardens suspended in mist... conversations beneath stars arranged in patterns I don't recognize... your throne room with shadows that moved of their own accord." She opened her eyes, meeting his golden gaze directly. "I remember loving you enough to defy the Celestial Emperor himself."
Mo Xing's breath caught at this last admission, his essence swirling visibly around them both—darkness and light intertwining in patterns that reflected their original union. He pressed his forehead to hers, their cores resonating in perfect harmony for the first time since their reunion.
When Li Hua pulled back, her lips curved into a smile that contained both her current self and echoes of who she had once been. "I love you, my Dark Overlord," she whispered, the endearment emerging from her lips without conscious thought—a fragment of memory suddenly crystallized into perfect clarity.
It was the nickname she had used for him in their first life—a teasing, intimate address that had scandalized the Celestial Court when whispered between the Heavenly Princess and the Underworld Emperor during their secret meetings. An endearment no one in this realm could possibly know.
Mo Xing's pupils dilated instantly, golden irises nearly disappearing as recognition surged through him. For a heartbeat, his carefully maintained composure shattered completely, revealing the raw, primal being beneath the cultivated exterior. His essence flared visible around him—shadows and void intertwined with golden power—as the final confirmation of her remembrance struck him with the force of divine lightning.
Before she could draw another breath, he captured her lips again, kissing her with an intensity that transcended mortal passion. His hands cradled her face with reverent possession, trembling slightly as he poured millennia of longing into a single kiss.
"Say it again," he whispered against her lips when they finally parted, his voice carrying harmonics that made the very air vibrate around them. "Say my title as you once did, so I know this isn't another dream that will dissolve with dawn."
Li Hua smiled, tears shimmering in her storm-gray eyes as fragments of her past existence continued to crystallize in her consciousness. With each moment, more pieces of the puzzle fell into place—not yet complete, but enough to recognize the magnitude of what had existed between them.
"My Dark Overlord," she repeated, caressing each syllable with the reverence of ancient memories partly recovered. This time, her voice carried subtle harmonics that hadn't been present before—echoes of her original celestial inflection emerging through her mortal vocal cords. "Emperor of the Endless Night. Master of the Void Between Stars."
Each title she recalled sent ripples through the ambient energy of the chambers, reality itself responding to the power these ancient designations carried. As she spoke, more memories surfaced—secret meetings at the boundary between realms, whispered promises beneath the moon that no longer existed, forbidden knowledge exchanged against decree.
Mo Xing's expression transformed with each word she spoke, his features shifting between disbelief, wonder, and a joy so profound it bordered on anguish. His hands trembled as they framed her face, thumbs brushing away tears she hadn't realized were falling..
"It was enough," he whispered, voice raw with emotion accumulated across lifetimes. "Enough to shake the foundations of three realms. Enough to rewrite the laws of existence itself."
Li Hua reached up, her fingers tracing the contours of his face with new understanding. This was not merely the dangerous and mysterious man she had met months ago. This was the being who had once ruled the darkness between realms and who had burned a world in his grief.
"I love you, my Princess," he whispered, the title carrying millennia of devotion in its simple syllables.
"I love you too," she replied without hesitation.
He gently brushed a strand of hair from her face, golden eyes studying her with wonder. "My memories were fragmented as well until recently. When they finally returned in full force, I was overcome with gratitude that I never let you slip from my fingers in this lifetime—despite how challenging you made it." His lips curved into a teasing smile that balanced ancient knowledge with present playfulness.
Li Hua chuckled, memories of their early encounters in this life taking on new significance with the context of their past. "I wanted to kill you so many times," she admitted, tracing the line of his jaw with her fingertip.
"I know," Mo Xing laughed, the sound rich with genuine amusement. "Your celestial temper remains remarkably consistent across incarnations. It was rather nostalgic, actually—you tried to obliterate me during our first three meetings in our original lives as well." His eyes sparkled with mischief as he added, "Your methods have grown more direct, though. I particularly enjoyed the spirit dagger to the throat. Very efficient."
Their shared laughter filled the chamber—a sound that might have once shocked immortals of both the Heavenly Realm and the Underworld: the Underworld Emperor and the Celestial Princess finding joy in the memory of attempted assassinations. It was the laughter of beings who had transcended ordinary existence, who had loved and lost and found each other against all odds, and who recognized the perfect absurdity of their situation.
"Promise me something," Mo Xing said, his voice suddenly grave as emotion constricted his throat. The playfulness of moments before gave way to something raw and vulnerable—a fear that transcended his immense power.
"Anything," Li Hua answered, recognizing the weight behind his request.
"Be selfish. No more sacrifices," he whispered, the words carrying echoes of ancient loss. "No more trading your existence for others."
Li Hua's lips parted to make the promise, but hesitation flickered in her eyes as unbidden thoughts arose—her father's gentle wisdom, her mother's quiet strength, her brothers' unwavering loyalty. The family bonds that had anchored her in this life, giving her purpose and belonging even before her memories began to return.
Something in her expression revealed these thoughts, for understanding dawned in Mo Xing's eyes. His fingers gently tilted her chin upward, his gaze softening with unexpected compassion.
"Then promise me this instead," he amended, his thumb brushing her lower lip. "Promise that whatever choices you make, whatever sacrifices you deem necessary, you will include me in the decision. Promise that you won't face consequences alone again. We stand together—or not at all."
The nuanced request acknowledged her nature while addressing his deepest fear—that history would repeat itself, that she would once again make a unilateral decision that would tear them apart for eons. It was not a demand that she change her fundamental character, but a plea that she remember their connection in her darkest moments.
"I promise," Li Hua said, the simple words carrying weight beyond their syllables—a covenant between souls.
"Good." Mo Xing smiled, relief visible in the subtle relaxation of his features.