LGHTNOVELBOOK Chapter 363: It's as if he was really waiting for her to get out of school.
Actually, after speaking openly, things weren't as difficult as imagined.
Xie Xiao couldn't quite pinpoint his feelings, but at that moment, all decisions were in Luo Yanran's hands.
She could have pronounced judgment on everything about Xie Xiao.
But she didn't.
From the beginning, she had felt sorry for Xie Xiao and then said, "If it were me, I would only want to apologize to you."
Sorry for her unfulfilled commitment.
She felt pity for the young man full of expectations, but in the end, everything came to nothing.
Xie Xiao hadn't done anything wrong in this matter.
Not liking her was not a mistake, not being able to face life after the incident was not a mistake.
Slowly falling in love with her and wanting to give the girl he liked a formal confession was not a mistake either.
Luo Yanran kissed his eyelashes gently and whispered, "You haven't done anything wrong from beginning to end, so don't apologize or say sorry... I just feel pity that I hadn't met you a little earlier..."
If only I could go back too, then I could find you with these memories, prevent you from falling for the wrong person, protect you from going through all this.
I want to change your memories, to alter that painful past.
I wish my beloved, a life of ease...
Luo Yanran felt people always harbor some extravagant hopes.
Previously, she hadn't felt deeply about these things.
She didn't have any particular desires.
Because at this moment, she had everything she wanted, parents, a lover, and friends.
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Her life was so complete that she felt all she needed was to have a child with Xie Xiao, and then everything would be perfect.
But after hearing what Xie Xiao had said, those painful memories that belonged to him.
Luo Yanran wanted to change them, she had never felt this way before.
She hoped to change someone's life, to reverse some truths.
She wanted to turn Xie Xiao's nightmares into beautiful dreams.
She... couldn't bear it.
Xie Xiao, having suffered from days of poor sleep, cried again.
In Luo Yanran's comforting whisper, he gradually fell asleep in her arms.
In Luo Yanran's eyes was suppressed pity; she truly couldn't bear it; she felt sorrow for the person in her arms.
His look of desperation, that affected by nightmares.
If only everything could change...
Luo Yanran rarely suffered from insomnia, but that night she did.
The next day, Xie Xiao felt sorry, "Is it because of me?"
After asking, he managed to sleep well, but it was clear Luo Yanran had not.
Xie Xiao felt regret.
After all, these memories should not have burdened Luo Yanran.
He was selfish after all...
Yet Luo Yanran just smiled at him, "It's okay..."
When the two went out to eat, Xie Qingxiao was stunned for a moment, and ultimately pulled Xie Xiao aside cautioning him not to be too reckless, probably misunderstanding the situation.
But Xie Xiao did not explain, he merely smiled and acknowledged.
It was already the fourth day of the lunar new year, Xie Qingxiao and Yang Lan had time to start visiting friends.
Xie Xiao and Luo Yanran did not need to accompany them.
So, the two of them were fairly idle.
They did consider visiting the grandmother.
But Liu Ou and the grandmother flew directly to meet Lin Yu.
They had left on New Year's Eve.
In foreign countries, the Spring Festival doesn't really count for much.
The two made the trip secretly.
Xie Xiao initially opposed this, worried about the grandmother.
But the grandmother herself waved her hand, "It's just a few days; what's there to be afraid of? I just can't really adapt to life abroad, otherwise, I would have already gone to accompany him..."
The elderly lady smiled brightly, Liu Ou looked helpless.
Going abroad with Lin Yu for the New Year was Grandmother's idea.
Liu Ou had also advised it before, after all, he was worried about the old lady's health.
But Grandmother insisted, and in the end, the two of them set off.
Fortunately, they arrived safely.
And they had a great time.
Lin Yu sent photos and videos, and the smiles of the trio in the video were radiant.
Lin Yu had become more mature, and the boisterous youth he once was seemed to have left no trace on him.
Xie Xiao always felt they were running desperately on a completely new path and couldn't say they had completely forgotten their original selves.
But, undeniably, they were also gradually becoming "adults."
In fact, this wasn't a bad thing at all; "adults" can do more things.
At the very least, they could protect their own families now.
Xie Xiao and Lin Yu both enjoyed growing up.
Often in the afternoons Lin Yu would call Xie Xiao, which was nighttime on his side.
He said he missed home, but he couldn't tell his grandmother or Liu Ou.
He was afraid they would feel too heartbroken and fly over without hesitation.
If there was anyone they still maintained their youthful spirit with, it was probably that brother and close friend they truly considered.
No matter the age, facing a brother, it seems one can still complain and lament how exhausting growing up is.
Xie Xiao always accepted it, then childishly joined him in ranting about life and growth.
As soon as the call ended, they returned to being mature adults, shining in their respective fields.
Xie Xiao and Luo Yanran stayed at home for one morning.
After lunch, Luo Yanran suddenly said, "Will you go somewhere with me?"
Xie Xiao looked down at her, raising his eyebrows slightly, "Sure, where do you want to go?"
Seeing the shadows under her eyes, Xie Xiao couldn't help but feel a pang of heartache; he reached out and gently touched them, "I wish I hadn't spoken."
However, Luo Yanran smiled at him, stood up, and said, "Wait while I change clothes."
In fact, she not only changed clothes but also put on makeup, and she looked very beautiful.
Xie Xiao looked at her face, radiant with a brilliant smile, and she took him out.
Yet, she wouldn't tell him where they were going, just called a car herself and waited for it to arrive before taking him with her.
After getting into the car, Xie Xiao was somewhat helpless, "Where are we really going? I'm really curious."
Luo Yanran hushed him with a "Secret~"
When the car stopped in front of a familiar university entrance, Xie Xiao stiffened.
This was the university Luo Yanran attended in her previous life.
Xie Xiao had never come here on his own initiative.
But in dreams, he had been here thousands of times, staying by her side.
Year after year passed. At that time, she studied business administration, which was not an outstanding field at this university.
She didn't like it, but she studied very hard, and she did well...
Even to the extent that she could win a national scholarship.
Xie Xiao's hands trembled as he looked at Luo Yanran beside him.
She gently released Xie Xiao's hand, "Would you wait here for me? Pick me up after class?"
Her face carried an easy smile, and her eyes shone as she looked at Xie Xiao, "I thought, I'd give you a better memory, wait for me..."
She let go of Xie Xiao's hand and ran off.
Xie Xiao reached out to grab her, but she moved too quickly.
Xie Xiao watched as she spoke with the security guard at the school gate, then entered.
Xie Xiao stood still, as dreams and reality overlapped.
His vision blurred.
Until his phone vibrated, bringing him back.
He shakily took out his phone; it was a message from her.
[Wait for me for five minutes! I will be quick!]
It was as if he was really waiting for her to get out of class.