Chapter 14: The Bow, the Thread, and the Burden of Dreams
After the festival of Sri Rama Navami, Karna's fascination with Lord Rama grew immeasurably. Inspired by the tales of the divine prince of Ayodhya, Karna began visiting the training grounds where soldiers practiced. He stayed hidden behind trees and walls, carefully watching their movements—how they drew their bows, swung their swords, and executed drills with precision. He dared not reveal himself, for he knew society would never allow someone of his caste to learn the art of war.
Every evening, Karna would take what he had observed to the forest, practicing in secret with a makeshift bow he had crafted from a sturdy branch. His determination was unyielding. Though his hands were small and his body untrained, his spirit was fueled by dreams of emulating Lord Rama. Days turned into weeks, and weeks into months, as he honed his skills alone in the shadows of the trees.
Some months passed, and today was Karna's ninth birthday. The modest home of Adhiratha and Radha was buzzing with excitement. Radha had spent the entire morning preparing kheer, Karna's favorite sweet, while Vrushali, who had returned from the temple, held a sacred thread she had received from the priest.
Vrushali: (holding the thread and smiling at Radha) "Radha ma, this is for Vasu. The priest said it will protect him from harm and bring him blessings. I can't wait to tie it on his wrist when he comes home."
Radha: (beaming) "You're always so thoughtful, Vrushali. Vasu is lucky to have you looking out for him."
Meanwhile, Karna and Adhiratha were at the village market. Adhiratha had promised his son a gift for his birthday, and Karna, as always, was brimming with excitement.
Adhiratha: (cheerfully) "Vasu, what shall I get for you today? A toy horse? Or perhaps a colorful shawl?"
Karna: (shaking his head, his eyes gleaming) "No, Baba. I want a bow and arrows."
Adhiratha stopped in his tracks, his expression growing serious. "Vasu, you know we cannot do that. We are Sutas. Our caste forbids us from training with weapons. Society would never allow it."
Karna: (pleading) "Baba, please. I don't want the bow and arrows to harm anyone. I want to learn archery, like Lord Rama. I want to protect the weak and follow dharma. Isn't that what you've always taught me?"
Adhiratha sighed deeply, his heart torn. "Vasu, listen to me. The world is cruel to people like us. If anyone sees you practicing, they will ridicule you. Ask for anything else, and I will get it for you. But not this."
Karna's eyes welled up with tears, but his resolve did not falter. "Baba, I don't care what people think. I just want to learn. Please, Baba. If you don't buy it for me, I'll never ask for anything again."
Adhiratha could not bear to see his son's disappointment. His immense love for Karna overpowered his fear of society's judgment. After a moment's hesitation, he relented.
Adhiratha: (sighing) "Alright, Vasu. But promise me you'll be careful. Practice only where no one can see you."
Karna's face lit up, and he hugged his father tightly. "Thank you, Baba! I promise I'll be careful."
Adhiratha purchased a simple bow and a quiver of arrows, and the two began their journey home. However, as they walked through the village, some higher-caste men noticed Karna holding the weapons. Their faces darkened with disapproval.
Man 1: (mocking) "Adhiratha, what is this? A Sutaputra carrying a bow and arrows? Have you forgotten your place in society?"
Man 2: (sneering) "What a joke! Do you think your son can become a warrior?"
Their words caught the attention of their children, who surrounded Karna, jeering and laughing.
Boy 1: "You're nothing but a charioteer's son. How dare you dream of being a warrior?"
Boy 2: (shoving Karna) "Give up the bow, or we'll teach you a lesson!"
The boys began to beat Karna, but their punches and kicks had no effect. His divine Kavacha (Armour) and Kundalas (Earrings) shielded him from harm.
Seeing this, Adhiratha rushed forward, his voice pleading. "Please stop! Today is his birthday. He's just a child, inspired by Lord Rama. He doesn't mean any harm. I beg you, spare him."
The men and their sons eventually relented but not without delivering harsh words. "Adhiratha, mark our words. Your son's arrogance will bring him nothing but ruin. He is a Sutaputra and will remain one. He should forget about weapons and dreams of greatness."
Adhiratha, holding Karna's hand tightly, led him home. Karna clutched the bow and arrows, his face pale with sadness. When they entered the house, Radha immediately sensed something was wrong.
Radha: (alarmed) "What happened, Arya (Husband)? Why does Vasu look so upset?"
Adhiratha explained everything, and Radha's heart filled with sorrow. She knelt beside Karna and gently cupped his face.
Radha: "Vasu, my child, don't let their cruel words hurt you. You are destined for greatness. Come here vasu."
Karna obeyed, his tears spilling over as he rested his head on his mother's lap as she ruffles his air.
Karna: (softly) "Amma (mother), why do they hate me? Why can't they see that I only want to follow dharma, like Lord Rama?"
Radha stroked his hair, her voice filled with love. "My son, their hatred comes from their own ignorance. They do not see the light in you that I see. Remember, Vasu, Lord Rama also faced many hardships before achieving greatness. Never let their words take away your resolve."
Vrushali, who had been silently listening, approached with the sacred thread in her hands. She knelt beside Karna and gently tied it around his wrist.
Vrushali: (softly) "This is for your safety, Vasu. I prayed for you at the temple, and the priest said this thread will protect you from harm and gives you strength and blessings."
Karna looked at the thread, then at Vrushali, his eyes softening. He sat up and hugged her tightly.
Karna: "Thank you, Vrushali. You always think of my safety, my dreams... everything. You are the best."
Vrushali blushed, her cheeks turning red as she stepped back shyly. "It's nothing, Vasu. I just wanted to help."
Radha watched the two with a knowing smile, her heart warmed by their bond. The day had been filled with trials, but in the love of his family, Karna found the strength to rise above the cruelty of the world.
That night, as Karna lay awake, clutching his bow and arrows, his resolve grew stronger. The harsh words of society only fueled his determination. He vowed to train harder, to prove himself worthy—not to the world, but to the dharma he admired so deeply. From that day onward, Karna began his training in secret with unwavering dedication and purpose.