If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love

80 – Marriage? Who?

Episode 80

[Selected as an appropriate target. ‘Memory of possibility’ is used.]

After checking the message, Winter’s consciousness soon faded as if she was being sucked in.

***

“Don’t act like a child, just do what your agency tells you to do. Keep in mind that everything you do now can have a great negative impact on SS’s image.”

“… Yes. “I will stay as quiet as possible.”

“Well, I can’t even do that, so I’m going to say something to the kid who made the situation this way… Ugh, what crime did I commit to make such a fuss…”

“Sorry. I’ll never… “

Tou, tou.

After receiving a call from Alcest’s team leader level manager, Winter apologized with the utmost sincerity. But she didn’t seem to be able to convey her feelings, and he reacted nervously to her the entire time she was on the phone.

She felt so sad and sorry that she made one person feel so uncomfortable.

Therefore, even though she knew the phone call was disconnected, she apologized again in the air.

“I’m really sorry…”

Winter felt herself sinking into a swamp-like feeling of guilt.

The floor of the hallway leading to her dorm was sticky, like a swamp, and it seemed like it was burying her.

With such heavy steps, Winter headed to her own dormitory, separated from the Alcest members.

-Did you enjoy selling your body, prostitute?-

It was a curse word.

Winter stopped in her tracks when she saw the words written in red paint in front of her dorm.

It was a new lodging secretly built by her agency, but it seems the location was discovered by Chanyoung’s sasaeng fans.

Winter opened the door to her own home, which she felt even more unfamiliar to her today.

The scandal between Shade’s visual member Chanyoung and Winter, which was thought to be nothing more than a brief rumor, was growing bigger and bigger.

To the extent that it goes beyond everyday life in winter and is considered a threat to one’s safety.

As Shade is considered to have the most vicious fandom among the current male idol groups, the level of bullying was very harsh and vicious.

It’s so hard to endure the winter alone.

The fact that the situation has reached this point is probably largely due to Chanyoung leaving a message hinting at her wishes, but the other Alcest members are also likely to have had a big impact by ostracizing Winter and leading to negative public opinion. Br＞

The SS side did not turn a blind eye to this situation. We negotiated with Chanyoung’s agency to take down the post, had him leave an explanation, and temporarily banned Alcest members from social media, but that alone was not enough to resolve the situation.

Once an ember burns, it expands its area by burning other firewood, even if the source of the fire has been eliminated.

Winter, who walked precariously as if it would crumble like burning firewood, took off only his outer clothes and socks and lay down on his bed with his favorite pillow her her her her.

In this small space, there was obviously no one to see her and call her a whore, no one to poke her in the chest while pointing out her mistakes, and no one to swear in a low voice as if she was annoying.

Perhaps it could be called a little peace.

Still, her mind was not at ease.

I was tired.

It was sad.

It was painful.

It was scary.

“… “Teacher Taeyang.”

I was lonely.

Winter hesitated several times as she took out her smartphone from her pocket and pressed and erased it.

Sun Taeyang’s number appeared on the dial, but I couldn’t press it.

At least to him, it was because he didn’t want to remain an annoying person.

Instead of dialing his number her her her, Winter dialed her grandfather’s number her her her.

The call went through and was connected shortly after.

“Grandpa?”

“Is it coming or winter?”

“… Yes, it’s midwinter. Are you okay with the workshop?”

“What, workshop.”

She finally got her words out amid the sinking guilt.

“I heard that Shade’s fans are doing a lot of strange things because of me. Well, I’m so sorry about that…”

“Baby. “Don’t apologize.”

It was a kind voice that could be felt even over the phone.

“I don’t care what those b*tches say. “If you’re happy, that’s enough.”

“… “Grandpa.”

Winter was clearly afraid and reluctant of her grandfather before

Because I thought he definitely hated winter.

I thought he would think of her as an annoying burden.

But I didn’t think that way anymore.

I talked a lot with her grandfather.

Stories of her her old days her her her, stories of her her daily life her her as her father-in-law her her her, stories of seeing her on television, stories of songs, and stories of her mother her her her.

He was not a distant and strict person.

He was not a person who hated winter.

You may have had a rough reaction in your past life. You may have kept too much distance.

But her grandfather was also just a human being.

And it was her family

As the conversation continued, she came to recognize that he was her family who cared about her.

It was a change that started from the day Sun Taeyang opened the water.

“Is that friend okay?”

“That friend?”

“Seon Taeyang. I’m so busy that I haven’t made a single phone call. “That b*stard.”

She said with a small smile at her grandfather’s harsh words.

“You seem very busy. “The last time I talked to you, you were having a hard time saying that you only got 6 hours of sleep over 3 days.”

“Well, I told you to work for the same company as you. Young people these days don’t listen to what adults say. How good would it be if Seon Taeyang were still by your side?”

Winter imagined him next to her.

It felt so, so reassuring.

“I know, right. I think it would be really nice if that happened… But because Teacher Taeyang has his own life his. It would be wrong to expect you to take care of only me. Because that is too much.”

At those words in the middle of winter, her grandfather sighed and said.

“This is why I don’t know if I will die after hearing the news of my granddaughter’s marriage.”

“… Marriage? Who?”

“Who is it? You and Seon Taeyang are those guys.”

“… Yes? Four? No, how can someone like me be with Teacher Taeyang?”

“Hey, you b*stard. What are you lacking? If anything, just show me my land documents. “The guy says he’s pretty and his wife has a lot of money, so why hold on?”

“… Still.”

Her grandfather made her laugh heartily and said,

“I am in favor. Just know that.”

Winter spoke with a genuine smile for the first time in a long time.

“Yes, I will remember it.”

That was her last phone call with her grandfather.

***

Snow fell heavily from the sky.

The snow piled up made this world look like a holy and quiet world.

But that wasn’t the case here.

“It’s for the citizens’ right to know!”

“So, will the interview be held separately at a later date? “I’m in mourning right now!”

“You whore!” You were punished!”

“You b*stards. It was blocked for entry by anyone else than officials, but where did that thing come from again? Is SS easy? Hey. Go and chase after him right away!”

A space to honor the human soul.

Therefore, this funeral home, which requires quietness and respect more than ever, was noisier than ever.

Business, confusion, desire, hatred, fatigue.

This was not a space for the lion, Grandfather Winter.

“…”

And it wasn’t even a space for winter.

“… Ha, ha, ha.”

Everyone is. Everyone was laughing at her.

People were swords, people were guns, people were prisons.

People were hell.

Winter squatted in the corner and lowered her head.

And I screamed silently.

‘… ‘I want to die.’

“Winter!”

Winter raised her head and looked at the place where the unforgettable voice came from.

“Are you okay? “Is there any pain anywhere?”

It was Sun Taeyang.

“… “Teacher Taeyang.”

When winter life feels too heavy to endure.

When you’re scared of people, life is cold, you’re getting more and more out of breath, and the word “End” Seems like a temptation.

A man named Sun Taeyang appeared to her.

“It was very difficult, wasn’t it? It’s okay now. “I will help you.”

He was always like that.

“Teacher Taeyang, I’m okay. It’s okay to be alone. So it’s okay if you don’t give me time.”

“No, you need someone with you right now. So I will be by your side.”

Winter barely held back her overflowing emotions and tears and spoke as calmly as possible.

“Teacher Taeyang is busy. That’s a lot too. “I don’t want to take away Teacher Taeyang’s time.”

Sun Taeyang smiled warmer than ever and said.

“No. I’m not busy at all. “Is it so leisurely that it’s almost boring?”

“Teacher Taeyang, you have a lot of work to do at work, right?

“If a problem arises because a company doesn’t have one person, it means that the company is very…”

As he said that, the phone rang.

“Oh, I’m sorry. “Wait a minute.”

Then he picks up the phone and says, ‘I’m sorry. I hung up, leaving only one word: ‘I can’t work right now.’

“Look. “You’re still busy.”

“No, this is something you can do without me…” ” .”

At that time, another phone call came. While Taeyang answered the phone and asked for a moment, his second and third cell phones kept beeping and the alarm spread like an alarm.

Anyone could see that he looked very busy.

Facing Winter’s trembling eyes watching the scene, Taeyang turned off all his cell phones as if he had made up his mind and threw them all in a nearby trash can.

Then he smiled warmly and said, just like the time he held her hand

“I have a lot of time.”